Monday, May 28, 2018

Who am I?

During the 70s I spent 5 years at the Ashram of Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh, now called Osho. During that time I spent an average of 5 hours a day in meditation, but often I entered retreats where I meditated upto 10 or more hours a day for 3 weeks at a time. During such high intensity efforts of meditation many things shifted in my consciousness and at one point I began to remember that my last life was that of a Tibetan and I remember with great clarity being killed by a Chinese as I was running down a mountain.
 
The amazing thing was that I was quickly reincarnated into a German family and at the age of 6 my parents attempted to flee from East Germany to the West. I spent a few months in a German Refugee camp, thereby successully completing the process of escaping that I failed to complete as a Tibetan. 
 
There were other times when I had the most amazing experience of being in two bodies at the same time, one Tibetan, the other one the current body. As if watching it from above, I could see there was an effort made to transfer the knowledge of the Tibetan body into this one. It was as if files were transferred from one computer to the other. It was a very exotic experience.
 
This also explains why to this day I experience at times massive transmissions from Tibetan Yogis, one of them I call Lama Drubchen, with whom I had contact the last time at the end of last year.
 
These contacts are hair-raising in the the way of initiating a tremendously expanded vision of the Universe and also a presence that seems like a million volts surging through the body. So, fascinatingly I seem to exist between Osho and another teacher, Drubchen.
 
Therefore, I owe much gratitude to the Tibetan world, but I also know that I made a choice to not go back to the Tibetan world, at least in some externally visible form, because the Tibetan world at this point is tremendously limited and handicapped.
 
For that reason I came back in a western body and after my time in the Himalayas in 1975, close to the Tibetan border, was fortunate to be called, literally, by Osho and go through those amazing 5 years of meditation on a monastic level of intensity without the monastic limitations, which are mostly unknown and hidden to the casual observer of Tibetan Buddhism.
 
For those beings who have access to deeper knowledge, they will discover that Osho used to be a Tibetan yogi (Milarepa, in my view), which was confirmed by the late Karmapa in the 70s. So, in a way I continue in the deepest and most real Tibetan tradition as it has morphed into another expression, which is a white body, under the blessings of Tibetan Masters such as Drubchen and Osho (who also has left the recognizable Tibetan form because it has become too limited and too corrupted).
 
I really consider myself lucky to be under the guidance of so much substantial presence of Drubchen and Osho. My only way to say “Thank You,” is to share what I have received and what I am receiving.
 
This book is my attempt of sharing and saying “Thank you.” This book is an expression of me following my joy and I invite you to make the decision to discover and follow your joy also.
 
Andreas Mamet
aka Swami Anand Karunesh
aka Lhundrup

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